| ..to hope that we'll be alright sometime in the future? |
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| I know you can never forgive me. I tried. I know I can get over-emotional or I can overact. But it's because I couldn't understand what was going on.. but I knew I was getting hurt. I'm still hurt. It's a scar. It's there and it's never going to disappear until I try to delete you out of my life. Clarity? No. I don't need clarity because I've started to plant hatred. I wanted to push you away because I'm tired of you. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of having you on my mind. I was lost and confused. If "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" were a real procedure, I would've done it. |
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| Doubt you'd read this, but I'm still having a hard time. Doubt you'd even care. If I somehow lose everything, I know for sure I'll lose myself. If only it were possible to erase everything. Everything. |
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| Being treated horribly by the customers at work is probably the worst feelings ever. I try my best to forgive and do my best to understand that they may be troubled. But sometimes, it just goes too far. I wonder if they think about me too. That maybe I'm struggling too to pay for school with this job. That maybe I ran away from home because of my mom. Maybe my dad's in hospital without a home to go to. I try my best to understand you.. But do you try to understand me too? My smile covers all that. I, too, can break emotionally. I, too, am human. |
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| Looking for a best friend. I get along with almost anyone. Kthnx. :)
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